Dance According to the Rhythms

Today is Wednesday, June 16, 2010, is normal working day. Normal working day means normal working moods. However, I have some strange feeling today….Some kind of excitement, joy, free, passion feeling in my body mentally and physically. So I can just summarize it as good feeling in short.

Is weird, how come all this good feeling is flowing all over my body after this feeling disappear for so long? Is normal working days and tomorrow is not holiday and I am not taking leave tomorrow. Some people may guess that today is ‘ba zhang’ festival so I am excited to eat abalone after work? Absolutely wrong is my answer for those who guess that’s the factor. After a while of good feeling, now I realized what’s gone wrong. I am wearing smart casual today due to some company activities. Red Adidas shirt with brown color long pant and of course my silver color stripes Adidas shoes.

For the past three years during my Metro days, that’s so called my uniform or attire. That’s the time I wake up for my 10am class. I am so excited in the morning because I thought I am going to class later. No wonder all this good feeling flowing in my mind! Why no good feeling if you are going to class later? Go to class, listen some lecture, sit with your friend, some BS (bluff stories) with your friends, class over and you can do whatever you like after that with your friend.

Suddenly, when I get ready to depart from my house and carry my bag. Gosh! Is my HP laptop bag. I am going to work not lecture/class. I am not carrying the Nike turtle shape bag but is a heavy laptop bag. Then I realized is no more what happy happy suka suka day is working days. I still can dress the same like 3yrs ago and bring turtle shape bag but is not the same anymore. I am using Maju Expressway now not Federal Highway or NEP. People around me have heir own dream and destination. World is moving, my friends is moving, everything is moving and is not the same anymore. No matter hard you try, how many effort you put in, things will not be the same anymore. Either you follow the rhythms of the dance and dance together or you stay where you are and continue dancing with your own rhythms. So dance according to the rhythms as we are not getting any younger. Look forward move on, leave the past but always keep the great moment in our heart and not imagine we can get back there again.


(may have some grammar and spelling mistake because I do this during office hours, shhhhhh!)